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JOY IN DESPAIR

by FYUS

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1.
the news is on enjoy the show a good mix of war, corruption and slavery your hearts so cold we can’t help all we‘re told this world is way too small indifference is all you show and you call this humanity and you call this humanity what we’ve got is a world where you can’t blind-trust anyone so few, few, few sincere deeds all news feeds, screens filled with empty promises obey, obey, obey till you’ve got to go golden hope for misanthropes when you have to look in the eyes of the sufferer my rage explodes can’t take it anymore enough of your elbows shit-chatting all day long I’m demanding real humanity I’m demanding real humanity what we’ve got is a world where you can’t blind trust anyone so few, few, few sincere deeds all news feeds, screens filled with empty promises obey, obey, obey or you’ve got to go how fucked up is humanity choked by a news addicted society binge, binge, binge is that all we know watching means killing in this reality show
2.
Maskulinity 02:58
stand straight with your muscled chest you better flex when you see your ex stay straight when it comes to sex you finish fast? better be distressed you ever asked? for the price to pay a shitshow talk about hunters and prey boys will be boys so to say a made man is made by fun and play so let’s try to say good bye to this out dated legacy to take it off, take it off, take it off, take it off our mangy maskulinity buy a house, settle down, watch your kids play on the lawn pay your bills and work ‘till dawn that big breakthrough is coming soon stand your ground comment her skirt your brazenness is just a flirt push it down for the engine sound all gas no breaks is all that counts so let’s try to say good bye to this out dated legacy to take it off, take it off, take it off, take it off our mangy maskulinity what we need is a change to believe and to see that educating our sons can achieve consent a way of life that will thrive up to a force to destroy toxic masculinity fuck what they say, with whom you want to embrace all night long and learn to love yourselves consent jump around, start to scream, sweaty heat maybe bleedy yes means yes and no means no
3.
this place was my home displaced I stumble on and on gone - are those days of casual ease gone - what remains is a pile of fears fear to grow a fear to grasp fear to show the try to gasp a fear to cope fear to choose a fear to hope with a tear to lose I’m going through all the things you said I know you’re the cause a question I never asked a shadowed idyll of my past there - among caring love and tears there - lies the root of all my fears of my fears fear to grow a fear to grasp fear to show the try to gasp a fear to cope fear to choose a fear to hope with a tear to lose I can’t blame you for the fears you’ve put on me we’re both victims of this world from what I see I’m so glad you’re around after all a wound, small sharp stones digging into the flesh the smell of disinfectant, a plaster, loving care the kitchen table, tears, shouting, thick air silence, mutual hurt, both sides unaware love expressed with worries, difficult to bear, difficult to ward off a tendency to fulfil one‘s duties, to perfection, difficult to distinguish are they my demands, or are these just your dreams fear to cope fear to choose fear to hope tear to lose
4.
Blind Eye 04:46
I wish I had the strength to see beyond I wish I could have helped you go on I wish I could have seen how I was wrong a last goodbye now you are gone a last goodbye now you are gone everyone lives in their own small mind they got no idea to leave behind it sometimes feels like they’re all to blind to see what’s on some others mind they got the same fears and same doubts which sure will be found in this whole crowd but no one dares to scream them out causing more destruction to ones wounded soul you think no one can help no one can speak ignorance is shadowing your own believes so this sick feeling is creeping up one‘s cheek this feeling one‘s got wanting to end all these damn days when you as friends were too high like in the book thirteen reasons why to listen to them and see the signs before they decide that life has come to an end I wish I had the strength to see beyond I wish I could have seen how I was wrong then all those heartbreaking words making an appearance only afterwards when everyone tries to recap what happened while being aware ‘bout the force they had given it´s the same story told with different terms of all the happiness being absorbed all the messages nobody heard and all the talking that didn´t work of a dying soul covered in mould of lost friendships lovers and hope and finally all those walls are too high too thick to break, they silence the cries the inner logic of a one-way street no turn-off, no question just follow its lead we´re heading towards the end of the road it´s everyone‘s and nobody‘s fault I wish I had the strength to see beyond I wish I could have seen how I was wrong listen to all those words you say and mention the terrible meaningful way while butterflies may kick off thunderstorms be aware of the following chasing hunting horns try to see straight through all those lies this bleeding wounds will cause someone‘s price try to see the valleys in different story lines of shattered dreams and bitter sweet lies listen to all those words you say listen to all those words you say listen to all those words you say listen to all those words you say
5.
back on the surface the light of the sun is far too bright no time to look back although tears drop from my eyes so I go, go, go as long as my feet keep going the gold in my veins still flowing and there’s a place I know kind of a second home where I’m alone my secret hideaway plain blurry alleyways all turned to stone be careful at first sight the place seems pure but when your shadow dies your soul does so too so go, go, go as long as your time keeps going while the sound of the void is growing there’s a place I know kind of a second home where I’m alone my secret hideaway plain blurry alleyways all turned to stone maybe leave this world for good who even needs a soul? maybe it’s worth the toll forever stay under this spell that became part of me a place of hollow peace beware of that place you go kind of a second home where you’re alone your secret hideaway plain blurry alleyways might turn to stone
6.
those days when it’s all coming down the hate, the purge and friction around voices won’t leave me alone in my head it‘s no longer my own back to reality folks chasing down the street they rush and nourish on tweets news rolling down their screens another hundred or thousand uncountable people just drowned not far away there’s a country or two where fascists gain ground and did you know that your favourite football team lost what a pain and if that’s not enough well tomorrow it’s going to rain and then I just turn around start to run the joy kills the pain inside of my burning lungs I threw it with all the hate of my heart fiery tongues their heat dries tears that were hid so long myself, it‘s just me and the dark deadness reaches out for my heart misplaced, worn out, torn apart noises a radio squawks a tale of a burning floor nobody reaching the door it is said that the building was checked their ash worn on saved t-shirts backs to be part of this fatal world observing from where my life has been burled all crises I put on my back are not solved by me in late night beds we were alone too long so come and join putting an end to the world so start to run the joy kills the pain inside of our burning lungs we throw it with all the hate of our hearts fiery tongues their heat dries tears that we hid so long while we’re still young search for the beach beneath the street
7.
Doors 04:43
a thousand words are left I’d like to say but no one’s there, no one to listen since you‘ve gone the world around seems grey lost, left behind, the colours missing you packed your bags and left without a word to say you were free to go it’s hard to take that way and you just walked out that door to carry on without me frozen staring at that door my eyes wide open but I can’t see a thousand dreams are left we used to share but they need both of us to come true you shattered all this seems you didn’t care you’re gone and took all reasons with you you didn’t hesitate to throw it all away you could have talked to me we might have found a way and you just walked out that door to carry on without me frozen staring at that door my eyes wide open but I can’t see and you just walked out that door to carry on without me frozen staring at that door my eyes wide open but I can’t see and you just walked out that door to carry on without me frozen staring at that door my eyes wide open but I can’t see my eyes can’t see my eyes can’t see my eyes can’t see my eyes can’t see
8.
tell me when you need me empty words your and my reality are different worlds can’t look into the mirror guess how bad it feels failing in the face of my own ideals behind thick walls the silence makes it worse not letting me know doesn’t make anything better trust me when I ask and be sure that you are not a liability a liability I hope you know I hope you get what I’m trying to say you’re not alone you can’t believe - I know you don’t believe - I know I’m so afraid I can’t decide what is right or wrong no, not for you it’s up to you - I know I know it’s up to you I got no idea how all this feels inside your head still my biggest fear is that one day you are dead forced to watch your sorrow with this damn disease I hope there is a good way you can find relief disappointment grows the gap slowly expands unable to talk slowly losing the connection always keeping faith is what I’m trying to do but sometimes it is hard it’s so fucking hard I hope you know I hope you get what I’m trying to say you’re not alone you can’t believe - I know you don’t believe - I know I’m so afraid I can’t decide what is right or wrong no, not for you it’s up to you - I know I know it’s up to you
9.
because we are the queens of our own the liquid that flows through our body is not even gold sleep and imagine a world that does not belong to a story that’s already told to keep this spark even when the days get dark the last sunlight leaves your vision blurred be the merge of the light with your heart to ignite the spirit of a brand new world hear the hunting horns listen to their call and make the empire fall dreams lead into rabbit holes forget the things you know and trust your sleeping soul the wind is shifting the night gets freezing nothing helps you but to believe in dreaming a devil‘s creature all in red blood starts crawling down your back looking up for approaching red rain a phoenix falling down shadowed left lane the only star you‘ll ever know save the heat while moonshine glows and by steam the ashes are blown nothing remains but the dissent that’s never been known defeat the demons and ghosts the nightmares are haunting among us reviving the old but a torch in the dark makes the shadows grow leaves you afraid of the truth that they show move the dark part of life with a head turned aside recognizing the face of your own hear the hunting horns listen to their call and make the empire fall dreams lead into rabbit holes forget the things you know and trust your sleeping soul dreams lead into rabbit holes and feed the oneiroi’s souls you wonder by its glance if a trait is wrong but it‘s roughly known from shining sides to a blurry dome got your mouth filled with foam reaching the end of a midnight stroll you‘ll never know you‘ll never know you‘ll never know
10.
To Jody 06:06
where are you now the only thing I know your name just your name I hope you’re still whole and nobody stole your smile where are you, how did your story go on you okay? it’s so long ago about six borders in mind away from today I hope you’re not alone found your way through barbed wire and paragraphs you go to stay made it across the sea where so many drowned and stay cold - cold - hearts so cold like dead bodies cold - cold - cold who stands by the side watching you‘re haunting my head - say you must have grown grown with the walls in your way you‘ve become strong facing violent states day by day though you still smile deep in your soul there‘s a crack mile after mile state after state pushing you back cold - cold - hearts so cold like dead bodies cold - cold - cold who stands by the side watching how could I - how could I - how could I - the memory of you’s buried how could I - how could I - how could I - turn my back and leave you suffering

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released April 22, 2022

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FYUS Aachen, Germany

“search for the beach beneath the street“, beschreibt wohl am besten, was die Band mit ihren Texten und Songs vermitteln möchte. Gerade in einer chaotisch irritierenden Welt, die einem sehr kompliziert vorkommt und schnell mal über den Kopf wächst.

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